Me as Grace Jones for Plaza Indonesia

Photographer : Nurulita 

Makeup : Andy Chun Chun 

Hairdo : Ardnold

"Inspired Women" Fashion Photo Exhibition

Sneak Peek 

for 

Plaza Indonesia Fashion Photo Exhibition 

"Inspired Women" 

such an honored being a part of this Photo Exhibition

Photographer : Nurulita 

Makeup : Andy Chunchun

Hairdo : Arnold

Me for Plaza Indonesia Fashion Photo Exhibition

Teaser For Plaza Indonesia Fashion Photo Exhibition 

its such an honored being a part this exhibition again ...

which is its my 2nd time for this exhibition 

alhamdullilah ja Allah ... 

Photographer : Nurulita 

Makeup : Andy Chun Chun 

Hair Do : Arnold 

Me at JF3 for Malik Moestaram

 ooopsy 

well .. HELLooo 

after long time i dont update my blog 

soo well HELL to the O Friends 

Backstage Mood JF3 for Malik Moestaram 

here we go ...

ja Allah .... 

:"( 

Orgoglio Perverso  

Photographer : Robin Alfian 

Fashion Director & Stylist : Me

Asst. Stylist : Tama 

Makeup and Hairdo : Bintang Droe

Models : Renato , Thalian , Muriel

esmaani ja habibo..., 

ana ma betkhala annak ,

enta dayman abali ...

You&Me just US2 ->  http://www.magisto.com/video/agdCZwhVR2IKDUFk?source=twitter

hello Sunday ...

this wat happen when u have nothing to do in the weekend ...

as i decided to stay home since last 3 weeks 

i just not in the mood doing anything 

soo 

ja ... waking up at 3 am ... praying 

then ...

Baking Time ... 

Banana Choco Cashew nut Muffin 

...

i keep take deep long breath every time every second 

bcos ja , i miss him so much ... 

ders no words can describe how i feel ...

every time i woke up, im asking my self am i dreaming ..

at the end after 15 sec i realize im not ...

 lonely is wat feel every each day  ...

and ja,

 i decided im NOT online again in any online messenger , 

why ...

cos im just tired with it ...

as literally 

T.I.R.E.D

and 

i KNOW wat I WANT is him ! 

so ja my blog is only place i share everything 

my thought

my mind 

my work 

how i feel 

its like an online diary isnt it hihihihi

but ja ..

cos i dont have any 1 to talk with 

i have all my besties out der but i just keep a bit distance 

cos i dont want to repine all the time everytime we talk 

they called me asked me how i am bla bla bla

why im not ol again 

and asking going out but ja 

i dont want it ... 

i just dont feel fine inside and mind 

but ja i believe everything will be fine sooner

AMIN AMIN AMIN JA RABAL ALAMIN JA ALLAH 

...

sounds so funny i started talking about baking muffins then i share how i feel 

hahaha

so its obvious im stress 

if stress is a drugs i already high as a fuck 

hmmmmmmmm 

...

have a good sunday universe 

God Bless You

W

H

Y 

..... ???

Yeay .... 

im so excited with this 

my Styling for Glenn Prasetya and Plaza Indonesia 

Fashion Photo Exhibition 

Photographer : Glenn Prasetya 

Fashion Director & Styling : Me

 Models : Paula VanHoorven & Ayu Fa

Makeup : Philips Kwok

Since you been away...,

everything don't seem like they used to be 

between you and me 'cos 

I'm missing you...

I'm missing your love...

Im still standing here for one reason.

 it Call ...

.... 

i dont know ...

wat i want ... 

i dont know ...

wat i feel ... 

i dont know ...

wat is going on ... 

i hate this !!! 

PAIN 

CHANGE 

ME

for Hush Puppies Indonesia 

Photographer : Robin Alfian 

Fashion Director & Stylist : Me 

asst. Stylist : Tamma 

Model : Dara Wargarnegara

the "L" word

my Styling 

for 

Glenn Prasetya and Plaza Indonesia 

Fashion Photo Exhibition 

the " L " Word ! 

 it will be launch this 13th of March at Movina Lounge Plaza Indonesia 

cant hardly wait .... 

Oriental Express 

for FarragoIndonesia.com

Photographer : Robin Alfian 

Fashion Director and stylist : Me 

asst. Stylist : Tamma 

Makeup : andy Chunchun 

Models : Dara W and Kelly T

Nicole Scherzinger - Pretty

When I was your woman
And you was my man
You used to say the sweetest things to me
But you was always good like that
You used to tell I was pretty
But guess that you were the ...
But it was nothing more than boring to you
Being with the perfect ten

So my, my nails were done
I had my hair on point
Got my, my body talking the way you like it boy
Yes I played the part
Then you broke my heart
As if I mean nothing to you
Can't believe how you make me feel pretty

Pretty upset
Pretty broke down
I feel so pretty
Pretty messed up
Pretty much done
Now without you, super pretty
I will never be pretty messed up.

I don't wanna be pretty no more/.

When I was your woman
And you was my man
I tried to share my world with you
But you just did not give a damn
You just tell me I was pretty
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
As if that's all that I am
It's like you never even knew me
Or tried to get know me
Was just an accessory
Oh can't belive it
How you make me feel pretty

Pretty upset
Pretty broke down
I feel so pretty
Pretty messed up
Pretty much done
Now without you, super pretty
I will never be pretty messed up.

I don't wanna be pretty no more.

If I have to do it
All over again
I just hope this gon' be headed different
Cause you made me question
The woman I really am
I don't know why I put up with you
Can't believe it
How you make me feel pretty.

Pretty upset
Pretty broke down
I feel so pretty
Pretty messed up
Pretty much done
Now without you, super pretty
I will never be pretty messed up.

11.11.11

2nd March 2013 

LONELY

thats a word can describe me right now on 

its feel empty numb and alone ...

i just dont know wat to feel its like nothing ... 

my bestfriends tried a lot to make me smile and having a fun time 

 but at the end i dont feel any fun or electrifying i just feel alone even im surrounded by my bestfriends or a bunch of people ... 

 even i refuse to all mens , like i dont want it i dont need them 

bcos i know wat i want and wat i need ... 

and its NOT there .. 

dats feel sucks , sad , deep down 

i dont hide my feeling 

i said sad when im sad 

i said happy when im happy 

but ja im fine but im NOT fine inside heart n mind ...
i dont know until when i should be like this and feel this
i lie if i said i dont miss him its a big big big lie
he know how to make things right ...
he knows how to make me calm
he understand me even without im telling him wat i want or feel
so do i , i understand him so well more then well

i miss HIM . i really DO .
i have a lot friends
 girls bestfriends , gays bestfriends, lesbian bestfriends , mens friends
all out there ...
but still no body knows wat i feel exactly
they r a good listener,
they r there n tried to make me happy all the time
 but still i feel nothing ( i dont mean being ungrateful )
its just feel numb and empty ...
 when i drive home alone at nite , with empty mind or walking down to some place remembering everything wat happen when i was there with him ...
 its like some1 just cut me and put a salt on it with lemon squeezed
sounds hurt huh ?!?
ja thats the fact ...
i couldn't help but wonder why i should trough this ...
wat did i do ? i guess im a good person ...
i never take any benefit from some 1 , i dont use any 1 for something ...
but why these things happening ?
i DO BELIEVE in GOD
i pray a lot ... i cried a lot
im a kind of person not so easy to say Love
once i said LOVE dats the time when i mean it 

bcos i know ilovehimsomuch 

sounds frankly but thats the TRUTH
'its ME'

-MOEDZJENAN-

Disney's Jasmine is Coming Exclusively to Sephora

OMG !!!!!!

I WANT FROM ALL OF THIS CO. !!!! 

 accessories 

Photographer : Michael Cools

Fashion & Beauty Director : Me

Make Up : Tia Dewi 

my 1st work for opening this year 2013 

for FashionTV Magazine 

Photographer : Robin Alfian 

Fashion Director and Stylist : Me

Make up : Andy ChunChun 

Model : Salvita 

Back in Track 

as a Fashion Journalist 

 Introducing Farrago Indonesia  

They trust me to be their Associate Fashion Editor 

its quit an honor for me doing this job ...

since a long time i dont work in Magazine so its quit Exciting and Challenging 

will see ... 

Bismilahirahmanirahim ...

Back to Town ...

Hello Jerkarta ...

back to reality ...

with my hearth feel so NUMB and EMPTY 

life oh life ... 

God oh God ...

u know wat exactly in my heart is ...

please HELP ME 

 TokYo work trip ...